Nothing I see means anything to me
It’s something I learned in alchemy
Nothing I want exists in this realm
Cause to us the truth might overwhelm

Not all that I feel can be trusted
Except the journey that I’ve doubted
Yet it always seems to work that way
That after the doubt, the truth conveys

The road to success is same as to failure
Yet one has tracks more than the other
One has the footsteps of a few men and women
While the other is filled with mud and burdens

Come join the few who are paving the path
For a new generation, to take a healing bath
To shed the past and uncover the masks
Cause the answers await all those who ask

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She sits there waiting for compliments

With eyes so filled with utter judgments

She wears my favorite women’s fragrant

And thinks of ways for my punishment

Not a word is being said

The silence cuts, the roads ahead

She says you’re a man with a big bighead

Who needs a reality check instead

I say I’m only your projection

What you see in me, is your reflection

Maybe you need to learn Self-Love

Instead of quitting when the road gets tough

What you think is Ego, is my confidence

Or don’t you want, to feel my presence

Do you think you want, a powerless man

I can’t be that, cause it’s not in my plans

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you hurt my feelings last night

you say i am too talkative

than you say you dont talk enough

what am i suppose to think afterwards?

i am homesick for all my boys!

you first because it has been the longest

but i got to work the hardest at!

in more ways than one, i might add!

the little guys require no effort at all

they just love me as i am !

always happy to see me and love me!

they are the sweetest ones of all!

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I don't want to deceive myself,

By accepting an arranged marriage or marriage of convenience...

I have been asking God what I should be doing...

I remember how happy I was...

When I fell in love for the first time

And for real...

With the person of my choice

Though he was never mine...

I want to fall in love again..

And to feel the same thing which I felt once...

I realised in my situation,

It will never work...

For I have been used of falling in love

And choosing my own guy...

I was so tensed and did not know what to do...

I am not that desperate woman...

Then I realised even mum and Dad fell in love...

And got married...

Falling in love and getting married is better...

Than accepting to meet someone

And forcing your destiny...

In such way,I will never be happy

Even if I get married with that person,

Afterwards,I may regret...

For I did not marry out of love...

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I don’t know who I am without you

I can’t even tell what’s false from true

You’ve always been a part of me

And I’ll always be the fish in your sea

Now I’m left alone in a universe of my own

Trying to be, the king of my throne

It shouldn’t be hard to start again

To plant the seeds, of life free of Sin

It’s always tough to take the first step

To initiate and put your heart on the map

Then you’re faced with a blast from the past

That makes you feel like a complete outcast

They say things always work for the best

So Maybe I’ll put my worries to rest

But whose Best are they talking about?

I’ll have to wait to find that out!!!

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I miss you even though you’re here

I can hear your voice loud and clear

But I know you’re about to leave again

Cause that’s the way it’s always been

I talk to you as if you never leave

I build my dreams out of pure belief

I walk the streets looking for a sign

For someone to say I’ll soon be fine

There’s always a feeling of emptiness

That always leaves me so breathless

It takes over the moment you go

And it takes a while to release and let go

But then you’re back once again

And I praise the lord, I say Amen

But deep inside I know it’s temporary

And that’s a burden that I have to carry

You realize you mean the world to me

And I make it look like it’s so easy

I do it all so you won’t feel my pain

But all the pressure is driving me insane

We’re stuck at a crossroad for years now

And the scene won’t end until we take a bow

But who has the courage to initiate

Is a whole new chapter that has to wait.A