Kamis, 27 September 2012

My Song :


Karya : Ayu Qummala Sari
           

PERIH

Karya : Ayu Qummala Sari
           

Perih kurasakan 
Saat kuteringat akan kenangan kita
kenangan engkau dan aku
begitu indah saat kita bersama..

Setetes bening jatuh
Membasahi pipiku dan pilu dalam jiwaku..

Reff :

Ku hanya ingin engkau Yang ada disisiku
Menemani setiap hidupku…
Tapi mengapa engkau pergi meninggalkan sejuta luka…

Perih kurasakan saat kuteringat akan kenangan kita, kenangan engkau dan aku begitu indah saat kita bersama..

Rabu, 26 September 2012

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my puisi....


SAJAK PENYAIR

Karya : Ayu Qummala Sari

Untaian kata hinggap di kanvas putih
Ini bukan imajinasi seorang penyair melainkan sebuah goresan tinta
Namun, aku tak pernah sadar akan diriku sendiri
Aku tak cukup mengerti artinya sebuah goresan tersebut
Sedetik,terlintas dalam benakku bahwa aku sangat Mengagumi sosok penyair itu
Bukan karma aku menyukainya melainkan aku sangat mengertinya
Bukan cinta yang tercipta melainkan sebuah kebencian yang mendalam yang pernah ia torehkan pada hati ini…
Aku tak mengerti maksud dari itu semua
Tapi, puisi ini menghantarkan tangan ini terus melukiskan wajahmu dihatiku..
Tak ingin aku berlama- lama untuk melukiskannya dengan perasaanku tap aku cukup melukiskannya dengan mataku saja…
Cukup itu saja………

Rabu, 19 September 2012

Avril Lavigne – Innocence Lyrics

Waking up i see that everything is ok
the first time in my life and now it’s so great
slowing down i look around and i am so amazed
i think about the little things that make life great
i wouldn’t change a thing about it
this is the best feeling
this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect, please don’t go away, i need you now
and i’ll hold on to it, don’t you let it pass you by
i found a place so safe, not a single tear
the first time in my life and now it’s so clear
feel calm i belong, i’m so happy here
it’s so strong and now i let myself be sincere
i wouldn’t change a thing about it
this is the best feeling
this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect, please don’t go away, i need you now
and i’ll hold on to it, don’t you let it pass you by
it’s the state of bliss you think you’re dreaming
it’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling
it’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
it’s the state of bliss you think you’re dreaming
it’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling
it’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
it’s so beautiful it makes you want to cry
this innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
this innocence is brilliance, please don’t go away
cause i need you now
and i’ll hold on to it, don’t you let it pass you by
this innocence is brilliant, i hope that it will stay
this moment is perfect, please don’t go away, i need you now
and i’ll hold on to it, don’t you let it pass you by

Nothing I see means anything to me
It’s something I learned in alchemy
Nothing I want exists in this realm
Cause to us the truth might overwhelm

Not all that I feel can be trusted

Except the journey that I’ve doubted
Yet it always seems to work that way
That after the doubt, the truth conveys

The road to success is same as to failure

Yet one has tracks more than the other
One has the footsteps of a few men and women
While the other is filled with mud and burdens

Come join the few who are paving the path

For a new generation, to take a healing bath
To shed the past and uncover the masks
Cause the answers await all those who ask

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


She sits there waiting for compliments

With eyes so filled with utter judgments

She wears my favorite women’s fragrant

And thinks of ways for my punishment


Not a word is being said

The silence cuts, the roads ahead

She says you’re a man with a big bighead

Who needs a reality check instead


I say I’m only your projection

What you see in me, is your reflection

Maybe you need to learn Self-Love

Instead of quitting when the road gets tough


What you think is Ego, is my confidence

Or don’t you want, to feel my presence

Do you think you want, a powerless man

I can’t be that, cause it’s not in my plans


❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


you hurt my feelings last night

you say i am too talkative

than you say you dont talk enough


what am i suppose to think afterwards?

i am homesick for all my boys!

you first because it has been the longest


but i got to work the hardest at!

in more ways than one, i might add!

the little guys require no effort at all


they just love me as i am !

always happy to see me and love me!

they are the sweetest ones of all!


❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


I don't want to deceive myself,

By accepting an arranged marriage or marriage of convenience...

I have been asking God what I should be doing...

I remember how happy I was...


When I fell in love for the first time

And for real...

With the person of my choice

Though he was never mine...


I want to fall in love again..

And to feel the same thing which I felt once...

I realised in my situation,

It will never work...


For I have been used of falling in love

And choosing my own guy...

I was so tensed and did not know what to do...

I am not that desperate woman...


Then I realised even mum and Dad fell in love...

And got married...

Falling in love and getting married is better...

Than accepting to meet someone

And forcing your destiny...


In such way,I will never be happy

Even if I get married with that person,

Afterwards,I may regret...

For I did not marry out of love...


❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


I don’t know who I am without you

I can’t even tell what’s false from true

You’ve always been a part of me

And I’ll always be the fish in your sea


Now I’m left alone in a universe of my own

Trying to be, the king of my throne

It shouldn’t be hard to start again

To plant the seeds, of life free of Sin


It’s always tough to take the first step

To initiate and put your heart on the map

Then you’re faced with a blast from the past

That makes you feel like a complete outcast


They say things always work for the best

So Maybe I’ll put my worries to rest

But whose Best are they talking about?

I’ll have to wait to find that out!!!


❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


I miss you even though you’re here

I can hear your voice loud and clear

But I know you’re about to leave again

Cause that’s the way it’s always been


I talk to you as if you never leave

I build my dreams out of pure belief

I walk the streets looking for a sign

For someone to say I’ll soon be fine


There’s always a feeling of emptiness

That always leaves me so breathless

It takes over the moment you go

And it takes a while to release and let go


But then you’re back once again

And I praise the lord, I say Amen

But deep inside I know it’s temporary

And that’s a burden that I have to carry


You realize you mean the world to me

And I make it look like it’s so easy

I do it all so you won’t feel my pain

But all the pressure is driving me insane


We’re stuck at a crossroad for years now

And the scene won’t end until we take a bow

But who has the courage to initiate

Is a whole new chapter that has to wait.A

^Love Defined^

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?
What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?
What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?
What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?
What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?
And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?
So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

Forever and Ever....^^

I've known you forever,
I've known you four years.
Through so many smiles,
And even more tears.

Selamanya 'ku mengenalmu
Bertahun-tahun 'ku mengenalmu
Lalui begitu banyak senyuman
dan bahkan lebih banyak tangisan 

You accepted me warmly,
You love me so much.
I love your sweet smile,
I love your soft touch.

Kau menerimaku dengan hangat
Kau mencintaiku dengan sangat
'Ku cinta semum manismu
'Ku cinta lembut sentuhmu

I love that you love me
The way that I am,
I love that you see me
Like no one else can.

'Ku mencintai cintamu untukku
Caramu mencintaiku
'Ku mencintai tatapanmu untukku
Seperti tak seorangpun bisa tiru
I love that I love you
Like no one before,
I'd love you forever
And still I'd crave more.

'Ku mencintai cintaku untukmu
Seperti sebelumnya tak seorangpun mencintaimu
'Ku kan selamanya mencintaimu
Dan masih terus penuh gairah
I've known you forever,
I've known you four years.
I'll be with you always
Til the end of time nears.

'Ku selamanya mengenalmu
'Ku bertahun-tahun mengenalmu
'Ku kan selalu bersamamu
Hingga jelang ujung waktu...

Think Of you....

I'm trying to let u know how i feel
this love has never felt so real
Ur on my mind all night long
and every time i hear these songs
I think of u

You show me how true love feels
u make me think if this is real
When u say those last three words
i feel so good
and baby, i think of u

You do anything to make me happy
and everything to make me feel good
but there's nothing u could do
to make me stop thinking of u

You'll always be in my heart
me and you will never part,
When i lay down to sleep
i can still see the visions of u & me
Ur on my mind day n night
i hope you'll never leave my side
Ur love to me means the world

that's why i always think of u

You're my Everything

You are my everything
My heart and soul
I thought I had dug my grave
But you pulled me out of that hole

When I am lost in the dark
You are my shinning light
You chase away the darkness
That haunts my dreams at night

You are my strength
That carries me to another tomorrow
You are my hope
That replaced my everlasting sorrow

You are my healer
That healed all my scars
You are my angel
Sent from the brightest of stars

When I thought there was nothing more
And my life was at an end
You came into my life
And my heart you did mend

You are my joy
That filled my empty heart
You made my life whole
When it was torn apart

When I found you
I was free from all torment
You are my angel
That was heaven sent

You mean so much to me
You are the only one I adore
You are my everything
I could ask for nothing more

Without You...^^

Without you, the city falls asleep softly,
Without you, the color disappears slowly,
Without you, the trees forget the wind,
Without you, the night is chagrined.

Tanpa dirimu, kota ini pulas tertidur
Tanpa dirimu, warna ini perlahan pudar
Tanpa dirimu, pepohonan lupa akan hembusan angin
Tanpa dirimu, malam pun bersedih 

Without you, my music does not amaze,
Without you, my hours are days,
Without you, my heart gets bored,
Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored.


Tanpa dirimu, musikku tak lagi mengagumkan
Tanpa dirimu, waktu jamku adalah waktu hariku
Tanpa dirimu, hatiku jadi bosan
Tanpa dirimu, terlalu berat, pun jua terlalu sulit langkahku
 
Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed,
Without you, I do not distinguish the horizon ahead,
Without you, there are no heavens,
Without you, the time forgets its reasons.


Tanpa dirimu, pikiranku mecegahku untuk tertidur
Tanpa dirimu, 'ku tak bisa bedakan kaki langit
Tanpa dirimu, tak ada lagi surga
Tanpa dirimu, waktupun lupa akan alasannya


Without you, I am afraid of the next day not chosen,
Without you, the haze conceals the splendid ocean,
Without you, I do not figure or picture anything pleasant,
Without you, I am wondering this question at this moment...


Tanpa dirimu, 'ku takut esok 'ku tak terpilih
Tanpa dirimu, 'Fatamorgana sembunyikan keindahan samudera
Tanpa dirimu, 'ku tak bisa lihat gambar sesuatu yang menyenangkan

Tanpa dirimu, sesaat 'ku bertanya satu pertanyaan

My love, where are you hidden?
Without you, my happiness is forbidden,
My heart without you, is not at all replete,
My life without you, is so incomplete... 

Cintaku, kau bersembunyi dimana?
Tanpa dirimu, kebahagiaanku jadi terlarang
Hatiku tanpa dirimu jadi tak terisi penuh
Hidupku tanpa dirimu, sungguh tak sempurna

Rabu, 12 September 2012

Love....^^

1.       Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.  ~Albert Einstein
Grafitasi tidak bertanggung jawab atas orang yang sedang jatuh cinta.
2.      A hundred hearts would be too few
To carry all my love for you.
~Author Unknown
Seratus hati mungkin terlalu sedikit
Untuk membawa seluruh cintaku untukmu
3.      The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them.  ~Stephen King.
Hal yang paling penting adalah hal yang paling berat diucapkan, karena kata-kata mengurangi hal tersebut.
4.      If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?  ~Author Unknown
Jika cinta itu buta, mengapa ‘pakaian dalam wanita’ begitu populer?
5.      Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species.  ~W. Somerset Maugham, A Writer's Notebook, 1949
Cinta hanyalah trik kotor yang dilakukan terhadap kita untuk mendapatkan keturunan.
6.      Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.  ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery
Cinta tidak berisi saling memandang, tapi melihat arah yang sama bersamaan.
7.      It is astonishing how little one feels alone when one loves.  ~John Bulwer
Mengherankan bagaimana seseorang merasa sendiri ketika ia jatuh cinta.
8.      The most beautiful view is the one I share with you.  ~Author Unknown
Pemandangan paling indah adalah orang yang berbagi denganmu.
9.      A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,
A song is no song 'til you sing it,
And love in your heart
Wasn’t put there to stay -
Love isn’t love
'Til you give it away.
~Oscar Hammerstein, Sound of Music, "You Are Sixteen (Reprise)"
Sebuah bel bukanlah bel sampai kau membunyikannya.
Sebuah lagu bukanlah lagu sampai kau menyanyikannya.
Dan cinta dalam hatimu bukan diletakkan disanan untuk menetap.
Cinta bukanlah cinta sampai kau membaginya.
10.  Love is a symbol of eternity.  It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.  ~Author Unknown
Cinta adalah simbol keabadian.  Ia menghapus pikiran tentang waktu, menghancurkan semua kenangan pembuka dan semua ketakutan akan penutup.
11.   You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.  ~Author Unknown
Kau belajar menyukai seseorang ketika kau menemukan apa yang membuat mereka tertawa, tapi kau tak pernah bisa benar-benar mencintai seseorang sampai kau menemukan apa yang membuat mereka menangis.
12.   Sometimes we make love with our eyes.  Sometimes we make love with our hands.  Sometimes we make love with our bodies.  Always we make love with our hearts.  ~Author Unknown
Kadang kita bercinta dengan mata kita. Kadang kita bercinta dengan tangan kita. Dan kadang kita bercinta dengan tubuh kita. Kita selalu bercinta dengan hati kita.
13.   You know when you have found your prince because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well.  ~Author Unknown
Kau tahu kapan kau menemukan kekasihmu karena kau tidak hanya mempunyai senyum di wajahmu tapi juga hati.
14.  Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.  ~Oprah Winfrey
Banyak orang ingin mengajakmu berkendara dengan mobil mewah, tapi apa yang kau inginkan adalah orang yang mengajakmu naik bis bersamamu saat mobil mewah itu rusak.
15.   Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.  ~Author Unknown
Cinta meletakkan kebahagiaan bersama-sama,  meletakkan kesedihan terpisah, dan meletakkan kesenangan dalam hati.
16.   Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.  They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.  ~Author Unknown
Kekasih hati adalah orang yang membawamu jadi yang terbaik. Mereka tidaklah sempurna tapi selalu sempurna untukmu.
17.   Love one another and you will be happy.  It's as simple and as difficult as that.  ~Michael Leunig
Saling mencintailah dank au akan bahagia. Hal ini sesederhana dan sesulit itu.
18.   Who, being loved, is poor?  ~Oscar Wilde
Siapa, orang yang dicintai, yang miskin?
19.   Are we not like two volumes of one book?  ~Marceline Desbordes-Valmore
Apakah kita tidak seperti dua jilid dalam satu buku?
20.  I've fallen in love many times... always with you.  ~Author Unknown
Saya telah jatuh cinta berulang kali…. Selalu jatuh cinta kepadamu.
21.   My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, both are infinite.
~William Shakespeare
Cintaku sangat dalam; semakin aku memberimu
Semakin aku memiliki, keduanya tidak terbatas.
22.  Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.  ~Zora Neale Hurston
Cinta membuat jiwamu merayap keluar dari tempat persembunyiannya.
23.  You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with.  ~Wayne W. Dyer
Kau tidak akan kesepian jika kau suka pada orang yang bersamamu saat sendiri.
24.  Nobody has ever measured, even poets, how much a heart can hold.  ~Zelda Fitzgerald
Tidak ada seorangpun yang mampu mengukur, bahkan seorang penyair, betapa kuat hati bertahan.
25.  I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.  I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way.  ~Pablo Neruda
Aku mencintaimu tanpa tahu bagaimana, sejak kapan, dan dari mana. Aku terus terang mencintaimu tanpa kerumitan atau kebanggaan; aku mencintaimu karena aku tahu tidak ada cara lain.
26.  Love means nothing in tennis, but it's everything in life.  ~Author Unknown
Cinta itu tak berarti dalam dunia tennis, tapi cinta itu sangat berarti dalam kehidupan.
27.  I love you like crazy, baby
'Cuz I'd go crazy without you.
~Pixie Foudre
Aku mencintaimu seperti orang gila, kasih.
Karena aku jadi gila jika tanpamu.
28.  How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.  ~From the movie Annie
Beratapa beruntungnya diriku memiliki sesuatu yang membuat ‘mengucapkan selamat tinggal’ jadi begitu berat.
29.  Falling in love is so hard on the knees.  ~Aerosmith
Jatuh cinta itu sangat berat di lutut.
30.  If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.  ~Attributed to Claudia Ghandi
Jika saya memiliki sebatang bunga yang setiap waktu aku bisa memikirkanmu, niscaya aku akan selamanya berjalan di kebunku.